After several long days and too many long nights, I headed back to Pout yesterday. My Senegalese family cannot stop talking about my imminent trip home which is in THREE DAYS. It's a very surreal feeling to imagine myself touching down State side after being gone so long. Will it be as exciting and magical as I am picturing it in my head? Will I be completely overwhelmed and start crying in Chipotle? (impossible) How will my body react to the copious amount of cheese I plan to stuff it with? These are all important questions.
I'm hoping that my month in the States will give me enough time to reconnect with the loved ones I haven't seen in while, but will also give me a renewed sense of determination for when I am back in Senegal. Many many months ago I was sure that I wouldn't even make it as a volunteer to December, so the thought of a Christmas vacation in the Motherland was never in the cards. Now that I have the toughest times behind me, I know I am capable of sticking it out to the very end. I want to be able to come back here with faith in myself and my service even though right now, the thought of getting back on a plane to return to Senegal is daunting. (I might throw a small temper tantrum in the airport) With a month of crazy American happiness under my belt, I'm hoping it won't be hard at all to board that plane.
America here I come!
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